Can you feel the strengh growing inside of you? When the adrenaline that fills you up and you don't know how to let it out. Sometimes you can feel it run through the vein and evaporate through the skin.
Can you feel the weakness inside of you? After the pressure is released and you are worth nothing no more for some time. This sensation of calm and relaxation that comes with it but to the price of not being willing to move a finger for the rest of the day.
Can you feel the sadness overwhelming you? Something that comes from so deep inside of you that your only options are crying, screaming or going mad. And you wonder if happiness even exists on this earth.
Can you feel the joy flowing inside of you? You just want to smile all the time and you think that earth is composed of a multitude of small miracles. These times when even the fear of falling from your little pink cloud seems far away.
Today I feel like screaming. My body is just too small for all these emotions. I rage and I feel the cage of my bosy. My soul is too strong and intense for it, and my body seems to me like a prison. Can you feel that too?
Mellie, may 2009
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