Everyone ask this stupid question all the time. I've been asking it over and over again because when I look at myself, I am not sure of what could be loved at all. I wonder how could everyone have so little self-confidence. Is this world all that hard or are we just all that weak? Our solution seems to be to mate. If we are in a couple then we keep a pool of safety without being lonely.
Well, that's fine with me. When I am with you I feel so much safer, although it scares me to depend on someone else. That's okay, I know it scares you too so I feel normal.
Honey, do you love me? Should I praise you more to make you love me more? How should I act? No no. Wait. I'm sure we wouldn't be happy if I were your puppy. But will you bear me if I am myself? Could anyone bear me?
And here we are again. Well, no-one is ever satisfied with himself, his life or with the world and I neither. I still think there are things to change with myself and my life, at least I feel better when you are around. But still, I wonder, do you love me?
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